Exams are over, woohoo!! I'm so happy today, I'd been feeling really worried about not being prolific enough and stressing myself out so much that I found it really hard to write songs at all, because I was so concerned about them being good enough, and you guys all liking them of course. But then I figured, nobody is making me do this, and the only reason I write and I want to be a musician is because this is who I am; music is everything to me and I love writing. Sorry for the soul searching, but anyway, so now I'm writing again just because I want to, it's really soothing, and when you aren't writing because you feel pressured to it comes out as what you really want to say so it's a lot better and more genuine. Inspired by Taylor Swift I also taught myself to play 'Umbrella' by Rihanna today. Awesome.

Also, I probably shouldn't tell you this because it reveals what a total loser I am, but I've been like, practising in front of my digital camera this morning for making a 'showing everyone around the studio video' (which I have wanted to make for ages! I want you guys to all see where the EP came from!) going, 'Hi I'm Milla and welcome to Big Blue Studios' etc...I am such a dork. But, practice makes perfect so I will be a totally smooth onscreen host when we finally make it. Oh yes.

Aaaand I'm sure you all have facebook, so please add me as a fan on there, I just made a music page for myself yesterday, and if you see it's run by Milla Farthing...dun dun duuuh that is my Dad's surname, Traylen is my Mum's..it's not an alias or anything I promise. Traylen sounds prettier I think! It's really annoying though, it wont allow me to put up any music unless I can upload my passport or driving licence or something to prove I'm me. How can I upload my passport to the internet? HOW?! I don't know if they mean scanning or something...I don't even have a scanner. Sigh. But I put up videos at least, and I can pester everyone about coming to my gigs even more easily than on myspace.

I am going to go and make some lunch out of whatever I have left in the fridge. Thank you all so much for being nice, sending me nice messages and being so supportive, I'm glad it's all finally starting to kick off now, and we'll have the record out by the end of the summer. I love you all lots, and I really mean that. You guys are awesome x x x x